Mawsies


artist ❥ nigga ❥ character designer

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hi im Aengl, i use hy/hymn (or he/they) pronouns. i am a lover of all things, pink, squishy and mono/multieyed. i unfortunately have many mental disorders and a major head injury that has impacted my memory, focus and impulse control. im working on seeking treatment/therapy for that! im a lil slow to respond at times and i appreciate multiple pings that way i don't forget to get back to ya. im out here jus tryin my best w what i got and i appreciate all the support from those that indulge in my work

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discord: mawsies#8008email: [email protected]

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♡ Quick list♡

  • my favorite colors are pink brown tan and cream

  • im older than you think i am and also younger than your second guess

  • im bisexy and transpilled

  • im actually a practicing root worker with hopes of further educating myself and finding apprenticeship under - and eventually becoming - an obeah

  • i am a leo <3

  • i enjoy hearing about religions of all sorts and im very interested in learning about others beliefs and the way they impact their lives

  • i have so many pets im most likely gonna make an insta for my dogs.

  • i adore story telling and worldbuilding

  • im a proud advocate for BLM and ACAB uplifting black and trans voices and speaking about mental disorders that are often stigmatized

  • im absolutely madly in love with you

  • this is my boyfriendt.

  • about that other thing...

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If you're here for drama or if you're just curious about the controversies, please note that i have zero interest in internet discourse or drama and id love to stay out of it. This section only serves as a hub to stop misinformation being spread about me especially when I carry proof to back all my claims.Im not above admitting when i was wrong there are times where i could have made better choices and for those im extremely apologetic, i strive for improvement moving forward. that being said, there are a ton of falsehoods and over exaggerations of situations floating about. form your own opinions about whatever situations but please do so with all the facts in mind. or dont. the proof speaks for itself.

So...the pedo oc?

tw: pedophilia, assault, rape, grooming, racism mentions, substance abuse , self harm, child abuse

  • yes. In my story Demiology, the Sign (cheesy name ik) Damien(the main character)'s father (Ahmed McDarlin) is incarcerated for indecent acts with a minor, statutory rape, aggravated assault, rape, and other things. this is due to his grooming of Damien's mother, Dorothy. An at the time, 14 year old student in Ahmed's class. He both groomed her and manipulated her into a sexual relationship whilst being underaged and ultimately, due to the nature of the abuse she fell pregnant with his children. For this, due to her strict family she was kicked out as soon as it was discovered. She tried speaking out and saying the babies were Ahmed's, her teachers, but due to his reputation of being a "good guy" and "not like that" no one believed her. Many of which stated their reasons as he didn't "look" the part of a predator. Ahmed feeling guilty about it, secretly put her up in an apartment in a really shoddy part of town. (He also did so to keep her quiet and hold up the false relationship) She gave birth to twins, Damien and his sister Dory-Ann. She, now 15, struggled but did her best to raise her two children practically on her own. Ahmed used to visit her frequently but as more time went on his visits got more and more sparse. Around 19 she discovered that Ahmed was preying on more young girls. Many of which fit the same, timid, neglected, insecure profile that she once did as a child. All of which were 15 and younger. This spurred her to round up the girls and together they testified and brought him to justice in court. However the news that the man she loved who she thought loved her was simply just a predator, who discarded her as soon as she fell out of his victim demographic, sent her into a huge spiral resulting in addiction, self harm and neglect of her now only 6 year old children both of which had no support system or other human contact outside of her. This is the climate in which the main character Damien was raised and the foundation of alot of his issues that traveled with him into adult hood

  • As you can see this story does not romanticize or fetishize pedophilia in any way. The story is one of Damiens life and the hardships that come with it. His father adn this mothers dynamic was the catalyst that literally brought into the world. This portion of their story was only brought up because while streaming story content (basically drawing the characters) one day, Damien's family was asked about by one of the viewers. At that point his families back story wasn't public knowledge and was told about on stream. I spent the rest of that day posting and talking about other characters in damiens world. Example Example Example Example Example Example Example

  • Heres stuff i posted about Ahmed that day Example None of this stuff is at all portraying him as a redeemable or likeable character. he isn't fetishized in the slightest.

Ok but his name....

  • he shares the name of one of my abusers and is also a combination of two of my other abusers names as well. This story is littered with my own personal experiences, id never purposefully align a group of ppl to allegations and crimes like this. The racism allegation was brought up and popularized by my stalker (who fully knows everything and my reasons for doing so but is spreading misinformation for literally no reason)

Your stalker....

  • at this point there's a few people who are grossly obsessed with me and obsessed with smearing my name. I dont want to list it all here as this person makes me gravely uncomfortable but they have been stalking me since 2020....its 2023.

  • Here are two threads on it, both only detail a years worth of stalking. he has since gone on and done so much more even in my absence from social media.

  • Thread 1

  • Thread 2

ok what about...

  • Ik ik theres alot I still have to talk about and I will. I want to do everything neatly and compile proper evidence to back up my claims. I am in no means perfect but i am also no monster. many of the people perpetuating lies against me or claiming "we used to be friends" are people i spoke rarely with. I see posts from people constantly who i struggle to remember claiming some sort of intimate relationship with me despite only talking to me, again sparsely, for a few weeks if that at all. its deeply strange and highly disturbing. thank you.

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